I am in the very beginnings of love and how much this has cheered me up. Now I know what I am feeling is love. I’ve forgotten how much fun new love is and how good it feels. In fact, I decided to get Denisse a little gift because I know she is in a really difficult living situation and I wanted to cheer her up a little bit. I remembered she told me that she wanted a hoodie from a clothing line that is small and fairly obscure. Curious about it, I googled Beautiful Disaster and went to see what they have. The hardest part of the whole thing was getting her desired size, look, and address to ship it to.
Fortunately, getting that information wasn’t too hard because I could turn it into a kind of chat. Also, I am headed up to visit her next month so getting her address was not quite as hard as I thought it would be. I just really wanted to do this for her so I bought the hoodie with the wolf graphic on it and then forwarded her the email so she knew it would be coming. I like doing little things like this for the people that I care for. Lots of little things equal something big.
My mind is swirling with excitement to meet Denisse. I cannot help but think I might very well have found a potential soulmate which would be awesome. Gosh but she has such a beautiful mind. She’s far to the left politically as am I and very compassionate and empathetic. There’s no way somebody with that personality can be ugly. It just doesn’t happen.
I’ve already been having trouble focusing on things that I want to get done and this certainly isn’t making it easier but I am laughing about it because it is a healthy distraction. That much said, I need to buckle down and get back to studying Red Hat for my certification. I want to get back on my feet again, both career wise and financially. I have a solid motivation to do so because of the future I see with Denisse.