I think I am going to try something tonight. I’ve been prescribed Trazodone to help fall asleep but I’m waking up feeling groggy. Now that I am doing better, I’d like to see if I can fall asleep without the aid of Trazodone. I’d like to be able to wake up feeling less out of it and maybe more cheerful as a result. I think it is worth a try. If I cannot fall asleep without it, I’ll just take it.
In 6 days I go to Hanover, PA to meet Denisse and I am so excited. I am so excited that I think these days are going to crawl by. This little trip is going to be expensive but worth it because I truly think she could be my soulmate. I like her in a way I’ve never felt about a woman before. This makes me scared, nervous, and excited all in one. She’s so easy to talk to and easy to be vulnerable around. I think I might be falling in love with her? I know I feel like I am missing her.
I can’t wait for Thanksgiving this year because I am going to bring Denisse to my family’s celebration. Denisse doesn’t have family of her own having been an only child and all her cousins are still Puerto Rico. I don’t want her to have to be stuck in her present living conditions over the holiday. Plus, I want to spend the quality time with her and I know my mom and brother will like her.
I also got some good news today. I have been approved for paratransit services which should make getting around much easier. I won’t have to Uber places so I’ll save a lot of money. Things are looking up.