Well moving day has finally arrived and I am an absolute nervous wreck. My anxiety is through the roof. It’s so high that my appetite is even less than it normally is and I’ve had gastric bypass. I managed really only a few bites of the bagel and cream cheese that I made for myself. I’m not sure how I am going to make it in my new place but I’ll do the best that I can.
For now, I am simply going to take it just one moment at a time. I’ve just got to get this move done and over with. Hopefully the movers will come on time and all will go smoothly. I am worried about not having enough money and a dozen other things.
I am worried about forgetting things and worried about getting the new place set up. There’s just so much going on right now and it all feels like a million miles an hour in my head. My thoughts are going in 365 different directions. I wish this would be a lot easier but it isn’t. I’m sick to my stomach.