{"id":133,"date":"2026-01-28T15:47:15","date_gmt":"2026-01-28T20:47:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/?p=133"},"modified":"2026-01-28T15:47:15","modified_gmt":"2026-01-28T20:47:15","slug":"confused-and-tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/2026\/01\/28\/confused-and-tired\/","title":{"rendered":"Confused and Tired"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Navigating financials and financial planning is confusing and I am just plain exhausted and stressed. I&#8217;d really like to have access to THC right now but I cannot do it due to potentially being drug tested. I am about to become my own business operator and I am nervous as hell; jittery as a junebug. I am scared that this Uber venture will not work out and I will be left with yet another notch in the belt of failure.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I know that I need a bookkeeping means but I cannot even afford QuickBooks for the self-employed. It&#8217;s going to eat too much into my income. I am going to try GnuCash instead. I hope that it can, at the very least, keep me afloat until better times come. I just feel like crying again. Crying because I feel the world really deeply. I discovered that I might reasonably be considered a highly sensitive person. Is this a harmful label? I don&#8217;t really know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is just going to be a quick entry because there&#8217;s not much to say other than I am exhausted and stressed. I am not looking forward to the hustle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Navigating financials and financial planning is confusing and I am just plain exhausted and stressed. I&#8217;d really like to have access to THC right now but I cannot do it due to potentially being drug tested. I am about to become my own business operator and I am nervous as hell; jittery as a junebug. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-133","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mental-health"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=133"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=133"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=133"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=133"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}