{"id":217,"date":"2026-02-12T19:03:42","date_gmt":"2026-02-13T00:03:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/im-confused\/"},"modified":"2026-02-12T19:03:42","modified_gmt":"2026-02-13T00:03:42","slug":"im-confused","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/2026\/02\/12\/im-confused\/","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m Confused"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The world is very confusing for autistic people. I\u2019m on the spectrum and I battle with understanding my place in the world because I\u2019ve never mastered the fine art of balance. My thinking is very black and white and I don\u2019t deal well with ambiguity. I\u2019m confused and tired. The world is a loud place. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It feels like I have to scream into the void and I still never get heard. I never made the transition into adulthood very well. I know I\u2019m not the only one. I\u2019m left feeling like I should not be suffering because I\u2019m a good person. Why do utter vacuous shit birds like Donald Trump and Elon Musk not suffer?! I\u2019m sick of the unfairness. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My mom is also really going downhill fast. The Alzheimer\u2019s is progressing very quickly. I can feel and see her suffering badly. I don\u2019t want her to live like this. Alzheimer\u2019s is a cruel disease. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The world is very confusing for autistic people. I\u2019m on the spectrum and I battle with understanding my place in the world because I\u2019ve never mastered the fine art of balance. My thinking is very black and white and I don\u2019t deal well with ambiguity. I\u2019m confused and tired. The world is a loud place. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-217","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mental-health"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/217","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=217"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/217\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=217"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=217"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=217"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}