Unfortunately, I am feeling a bit down today and my brain is telling me that I am a fool. I feel like I have missed too many opportunities. I am wondering if I am even worthy of new ones. At the same time I write this, the rational side of me knows I\u2019m whining and doing little to nothing about it. Yes, I am a mess but at least it is living or so I keep telling myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I want to come up with some more business ideas and value propositions … Ugh! I am using the financial bros<\/em> lingo now. Well, at least I am thinking of ways to become more entrepreneurial for whatever that is worth. Yesterday, I accidentally nuked the virtual server that I spent time spinning up for my business so I think I will spend the morning fixing that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Why does it seem like life today is really a series of troubleshooting steps all around!? It seems like my life is moving from mini-crisis to mini-crisis. I wish I could just live and thrive for a change. Wishing does not make anything happen. I both want and need to be a more “take action” kind of person. That also involves learning to take a 30,000 foot look at life instead of being mired in the tiny minutiae. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Today I am in need of a relaxed day and I will take it. I just don’t want to think at all. I want to shut my brain down. Hell, even my brain does not really want to think at the moment. So be it! A day where I shutdown then.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Unfortunately, I am feeling a bit down today and my brain is telling me that I am a fool. I feel like I have missed too many opportunities. I am wondering if I am even worthy of new ones. At the same time I write this, the rational side of me knows I\u2019m whining and […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-227","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mental-health"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/227","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=227"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/227\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=227"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=227"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=227"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}