Life seems to be throwing more obstacles at me. This time it\u2019s that I cannot seem to be able to save enough to be able to afford the car rental payment to start Uber. I swear that the deck is stacked against me. And no, I am not paranoid. I\u2019m poor, and as such, it\u2019s difficult to climb out of said state. Being impoverished feels like being in a hole where all of the sides are greased so attempts to climb out fail. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I feel exhausted; quite literally spent beyond imagination. I\u2019m also quite worried because I\u2019ve developed a persistent tremor in my hands. My mom developed the same thing at roughly the same age I am now and she has Alzheimer\u2019s. I\u2019m potentially at risk but it\u2019s not like I can afford vanguard treatment options anyways. I\u2019m going to suffer the fate of the impoverished person. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is an upside today because I managed to get some things accomplished. I have the basics of a WordPress theme for my business. I have to see if there are any YouTube videos out there about how people handle images and graphics. I don\u2019t know this is presently done. But every day that I can still learn is actually a good one. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unfortunately, my diabetic neuropathy hasn\u2019t quite cleared up like I had hoped now that my A1C is 6.9%. I needed my cane today. That put me in somewhat of a grumpy mood. Maybe with warmer weather on the horizon I\u2019ll do better. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d really like to know how why and how much of the referrers to my blog have come from Reddit. Maybe I mistakenly put my blog URL on it? I don\u2019t know. Anyways, that\u2019s all she wrote for today. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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