It\u2019s now 2026 and I am so happy the previous year is behind me. I can focus on building a better life for Denisse and myself. My brain is currently living in the present and near future. I\u2019m working on forming an LLC for my next venture. I\u2019m thinking of naming it Avvira Global or Avvira Enterprises. I\u2019m kind of torn between the two. Sadly I won\u2019t be able to return to school because I now need a full time income. That\u2019s life and it is okay. I\u2019m also upgrading my security license to an armed one for extra cash. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m hopeful this year. Everything has started out much better. I love my sweet and beautiful Denisse. I feel young and in love despite turning 49 in March. I\u2019m crazy in love for the first time in my life and the good feeling seems to be lasting. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I also want to see about getting Spravato treatment. Spravato is esketamine which has been shown to have profound effects for people barely hanging on with traditional antidepressants. I want to see if it helps me. My prescriber is completely on board with the plan so it makes sense. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know there will be a few special days coming up. I\u2019ve got Valentines Day, Denisse\u2019s birthday, and the upcoming holiday season. Lots to look forward to. The next step is to the armed security class on Saturday, January 10th. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Once I get my license upgraded, I will either get an armed site with my current employer or make a change to a new one. Therefore, there will be no THC for a while as I cannot risk a positive drug test. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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