I\u2019m lying in my hospital bed in Wilmington Hospital and now I see what that godawful gym teachers I had in middle and high school were driving at. They were telling us that our bodies are our most important possessions and to treat them right. But they were so mean to me that I could not hear this lesson. Even psychopaths have moments of good advice and concern I guess. It\u2019s too bad the balance of their behavior obliterates the bad. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you had asked me in high school if I would be a type 2 diabetic, I would\u2019ve told you that whatever you were smoking would be powerful. I cannot change the past but I sure can look at what I have going for me. I have a healthy heart and my brain has no physical damage. I just never thought that I would really need my cane now. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Climbing stairs is difficult as my feet grow numb from the activity. This makes bringing up heavy objects difficult. Not from a cardiovascular perspective, but from not knowing where I am in space. I\u2019ve already had trouble with visual spatial awareness. Having a physical problem has worsened that condition. So I will walk with a cane and get handicapped tags for easier parking when I can finally get a car. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In life, people learn to adapt and overcome. I\u2019m nowhere near ready to quit. I\u2019m just too damn stubborn. Also, I\u2019ve done a lot of amazing and eye opening things. I\u2019ve had a lot of life in my years. I\u2019ve biked a couple of 100 milers, backpacked through Mt. Rainier and the Sierras, climbed Mt. Baker. That\u2019s actually a lot of life in my years. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know I can do better and make better choices. I haven\u2019t because I\u2019m still looking to food for comfort. If I\u2019m going to use food for comfort, then I need to choose nourishment not garbage. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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