{"id":731,"date":"2026-04-27T18:53:14","date_gmt":"2026-04-27T22:53:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/rollercoaster-of-a-day\/"},"modified":"2026-04-27T18:53:14","modified_gmt":"2026-04-27T22:53:14","slug":"rollercoaster-of-a-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/2026\/04\/27\/rollercoaster-of-a-day\/","title":{"rendered":"Rollercoaster of a Day"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Today has both been one of problem solving and another of new problems. Talk about real life whack-a-mole. One problem solved only to have another pop up. But at least I did get approved to drive through VGM which is good news. I have the orientation tomorrow. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m very tired of having two steps backward for every one forward. It\u2019s disheartening and demoralizing. It\u2019s making me angry, short tempered, and depressed all in one. I feel snappy despite taking a restful nap. I feel a butt load of resentment. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh well! This too shall pass as they say but I\u2019m still waiting for it to pass. I\u2019ll feel a good deal better if VGM works out because that could be a spring board to better opportunities. It could also be one giant fiasco. I cannot really predict and I won\u2019t try. More information to come. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m also pissed because I lost out on overtime from the security job. My boss yanked a shift from me. The money would have been welcome. I\u2019m reminded again how I must look out for m<em>yself <\/em>and <em>my<\/em> family because my employer sure as shit don\u2019t care about me. Well, my manager does care. It\u2019s just the fuckers above him that don\u2019t. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think I\u2019m just going to scream hash tags right now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today has both been one of problem solving and another of new problems. Talk about real life whack-a-mole. One problem solved only to have another pop up. But at least I did get approved to drive through VGM which is good news. I have the orientation tomorrow. I\u2019m very tired of having two steps backward [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-731","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mental-health"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/731","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=731"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/731\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=731"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=731"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/goblackcat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=731"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}