As the title reads, I don’t really have anything profound to write. I’m just overheated, angry, and frustrated. Literally every little sensation is bothering me right now and I just want to jump out of my own skin. I wish I could articulate why I feel so overstimulated because normally I’m comfortable at home. I guess it just has to be the heat.
I’m in a situation with my current employer that sucks. I’m just going to name and shame them: OPS Security Group. I thought they would be a different kind of company but it turns out that they suck too. Even as a part time employee, I am supposed to accrue PTO and I have 8.33 hours. But every time I try to use it, I get denied. What the actual fuck then!? I think I’m just altogether done with them and ready to move on. Maybe I am also done with security too.
I’m going to try something I’ve never thought that I never thought I would try: Uber driving. Am I that desperate? Well, I guess maybe I am. I’m going to have to see what I can earn. I really hate hustle culture but that’s America; hustle or die. So hustle I will.
Well, I’m broiling and there’s no escaping the heat. It’s making me kind of sick to be honest. Maybe I’m not even thinking straight anymore. I don’t really know. Well, I’ve written enough. I’d better clean up my dinner dishes.