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Mornings Are Getting Easier
Read more: Mornings Are Getting EasierMornings are now getting much easier since my doctor added Topamax to my medication regimen. I am doing a lot better now and it is really cheering me up as I am normally cheery in the morning when I am doing well. When I am not doing well, I am grouchy in the morning. So…
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I Had A Fantastic Time
Read more: I Had A Fantastic TimeI had a fantastic time with Denisse. She’s a really good person and kind and compassionate. We got a lot done in a short period of time including moving her from Hanover, PA to New Castle, DE. All of this moving has not been easy on her and I have nothing but admiration for her…
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Racing Thoughts
Read more: Racing ThoughtsThis morning, I am having racing thoughts. I just made a very large commitment to Denisse, who I am hoping will be my girlfriend. She is everything I want in a woman and more. Denisse recently lost her housing due to a very unstable roommate so I put her up for a few extra days…
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I Am Angry
Read more: I Am AngryThis morning I am furious! First a little background before I state why. My new girlfriend, Denisse, is presently in a difficult living situation; difficult is an understatement at that. She is currently staying in a motel with a roommate who is, at best, very unstable; possibly suffering from Anti-Social Personality Disorder with Malignant Narcissism.…
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Medications And More
Read more: Medications And MoreI think I am going to try something tonight. I’ve been prescribed Trazodone to help fall asleep but I’m waking up feeling groggy. Now that I am doing better, I’d like to see if I can fall asleep without the aid of Trazodone. I’d like to be able to wake up feeling less out of…
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Starting On My Book
Read more: Starting On My BookI finally have enough concentration to begin to seriously tackle the book that I want to write. I have a rough outline and brainstorm document. The next step for me is to actually sit down and start writing. I decided to begin by journaling a little and getting the brain going. The book is going…
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Feeling Excited
Read more: Feeling ExcitedIn only a week and a half, I will be heading up to visit Denisse, the new woman in my life and I am very excited and nervous. The more we chat, the more excited I become. This visit is going to be somewhat expensive because I have to rent a car and stay in…
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Feeling Hopeful
Read more: Feeling HopefulToday I am feeling hopeful about things to come. I have my interview with DART Paratransit for services. I am hoping I get approved so that I don’t have to spend money on Uber when I need to go places. As it sits now, the nearest bus stop is an almost two mile walk from…
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Last Night Was Tough
Read more: Last Night Was ToughLast night was one of the rare nights that I had breakthrough PTSD dreams. Unfortunately, the medication, Clonodine, isn’t quite perfect about blocking the nightmares but it is good about 95% of the time. Last night, I had the breakthrough nightmares and they were intense. It was so bad I was awake at 3:30 and…
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I Really Got Scammed
Read more: I Really Got ScammedI am pissed off because I really got scammed and am now feeling the brunt of it. What’s worse is that there’s nothing I can do until October 15th rolls around. I am on Social Security Disability Insurance and I recently had to choose a Medicare supplement, often called MediGap, because it covers the 20%…
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