Black Cat Blog

My Mental Health Journey

  • Library Trip

    I’m going to the library today just for an escape. It’s one of my favorite places because you can just be at the library. You’re not expected to spend money or make purchases. You have the freedom to simply exist without suspicion. It’s the last indoor place in America with that freedom. I had to get out of the house because the house was feeling like a prison of sorts.

    It’s nice to simply leave. I don’t know yet what fun things I am going to explore but I might simply read for entertainment. I do need to be back home by about 5ish for some deliveries though so I’ll plan to be back by then. I might even see what kinds of business ideas there are. I don’t know why I am so filled with personal doubts right now. I’m doubtful about everything. That’s the low grade depression talking.

    I might even wander the aisles and see what catches my eyes. That’s the cool thing about the library. It’s kind of like, okay what do you want to learn about today? What would you like to teach yourself today? So I could also figure out some learning journey to embark on. That’s an option too.

    Trump’s craziness has killed the economy. I’m out of work and don’t know what to do. I’m waiting to be kicked off of Social Security Disability. It’s just a matter of when and not if. I know I need a little escape. The library will be just that.