Yesterday was absolutely craptastic so I am hoping today will be better. I’m hoping that I will be a better person as well. I got upset at Denisse over an absolutely petty thing forgetting that she is still in a fragile emotional state; recovering from mental health relapse.
I’m the asshole here and I’m saying it out of pure recognition. Denisse thought I wanted her out of my life when absolutely nothing could be further from the truth. Denisse is my angel. I don’t want her gone. She’s going to have to get rid of me and then I would be really sad.
I know that as I progress in therapy, my anger levels will reduce and I will become more patient. This is going to take a lot of practice but it’s something that I have the ability to do. So I have my eyes set on today and the future. I’m trying not to let the current political and economic climate of the US dampen my spirits. I have a game plan and I am willing to fight the Trump Administration at every turn. In fact, when I finally have a business of my own, I shall have a special statement on DEI and the importance that the LGBTQ+ community has on the community at large. Because it is the truth and more than just words.