Black Cat Blog

My Mental Health Journey

  • Some Updates

    It’s the evening of Friday, July 4th and I am sitting in my office and hearing the fireworks go off. I cannot help but think of these idiots celebrating the arrival of fascism by launching a bunch of noise-making explosive devices and stupidly proclaiming their love for a country that does not give a rat fuck about them. I just wanted to sit on the porch with my two furry friends, Namba and Reggie; the neighborhood kitties. I have this nice evening ritual with them where I feed them some pepperoni sticks, they purr for bit and lie down next to my rocking chair and we just relax. It’s a time for me to feel good and for them to feel safe for a bit.

    Tomorrow I am going to go to the library again for a spell just to get out of the house. I was supposed to work this weekend but my bootlicking boss texted me today and cancelled my shifts. So no money for me this weekend. Well, tomorrow I am going to make hay while the sun is shining and get my resume ready for Darren Vilman who is going to try to place me in a weekend data entry role. Well, he’s not going to try all that hard because he’s making me do all the sales work being the douche nozzle that he comes off as. But I guess these days the candidates have to do all the work. I hate recruiters! They’re just bottom-feeding critters.

    I really want to hear about some news re the July 4th protests. I hope there was a good solid turnout of people! I doubt that any head way was really made but it’s still good to see people out there and active. The politicians still do what they want anyways because they don’t fear the people like they should. Government should fear the people and not vice versa. The whole situation in America is getting dire. I don’t like it in the least. I wish I had tried harder to find a protest to attend today. Instead I was simply full of apathy and anger.