Unfortunately, I think I am not really cut out for software development. My brain just does not think along those lines. I don’t feel badly about it, I just accept it. I do want to design websites but I think I can use WordPress as a base for the designs and can learn enough coding…

Today I discovered a treasure trove of courses put on by the University of Helsinki. They have a website, mooc.fi, that has free courses in computer science. I actually got excited because it will give me some real structured learning that I am craving. I created an account and decided to start at the beginning…

Today I am sick of the struggle of poverty and mental illness. The unfairness of life in the United States of America has come crashing down on me. Yes, I am feeling sorry for myself today. I am going to be moving into section 8 housing next weekend. For the life of me, I never…

Now that I have gotten all of my feelings outside of my head and on to paper, it’s time to formulate a plan for self improvement. There are some steps that I can take and I am certainly intelligent enough to succeed at. Now it is time to brainstorm a plan for self-education to see…

As the title reads, I have a lot of emotions this morning and they’re a mixture of anger, sadness, despair, and hopelessness. These emotions were brought on by yesterday’s inspection and lease signing of my Section 8 shared housing. While I am grateful for being able to have a roof over my head, the house…

I am feeling absolutely overwhelmed right now with things to do. I just got a call from NAMI about my section 8 housing and I have an appointment to inspect and sign the lease this coming Friday. I wanted more time but they wouldn’t give it to me. The property manager sounds like she is…

This morning I have been unable to keep my mind in focused on the present. I keep thinking about the future. I am worried about my ability to afford housing, food, clothes, etc. I am worried about the state of America because of my vulnerabilities. I am both autistic and mentally ill: a double whammy…

Last night was a very pivotal moment in America with the conviction of ex-president Donald Trump on all 34 felony counts. Donald Trump is now considered a convicted felon and I was in personal jubilation over this. Now one day later, I am taking a much different and more concerned look. The times ahead actually…

This Tuesday morning I am gearing up for yet another battle with the United States Social Security Administration. This is getting absolutely exhausting. I am trying to do something as simple as dropping my mom from being my representative payee for Social Security Disability. My mom is pushing 80 and she just cannot do it…

This morning my friend Jim got me to think about volunteering for an organization once I get my Social Security Disability straightened out. He made a good suggestion for helping seniors with their technology issues and I will strongly consider that. I am also thinking about Habitat For Humanity because I would like to do…