I have not really had that much to say and it is unusual that I would go almost two weeks without writing a blog posting. I think it is because I am simply overwhelmed by life and inundated by information that my brain is on overload. Actually, I feel like I am on autopilot right now with a broken navigation system; drifting through life without aim or direction. It’s not a pleasant feeling at all but it is nonetheless how I feel. I am trying to get by and simply survive. I’ve given up on any kind of thriving.

At the very least, I am at a worksite that is a better and less stressful place. There is a lot to be said for that. I am still making the same rate but working not nearly as hard and I don’t have to put up with a toxic co-worker. At my age, I am not looking to light the world on fire. I just want to earn an okay amount of money without having to work to the point of exhaustion. This might be asking too much though. I don’t earn even okay money – I just don’t earn a shit wage. But I don’t have to bust my ass either so…

The thing I kind of need to do now is look for a more comfortable bed. The mattress that Denisse and I have is not thick enough and the bed itself is only a queen when we really need a king because I am a big guy. Denisse isn’t big but she’s cat like in that she can really spread out so we really need more space and we are going to shoehorn a king sized bed into a small space. It will be somewhat hilarious but doable. I think a better night’s sleep will go a long way towards mental health. I did find a king-sized bedroom set that she and I like. I have to see if I can score it.