I feel like I have absolutely no agency in my own life. I mean none whatsoever. I have no say and no control and I simply feel like a pinball bouncing off of mechanical bumpers. My section 8 housing has not quite lived up to the promise of being a good place to stay. The…

I am all moved in to my new place now and I feel a measured sense of relief. I can now resume my life. Although this new location is kind of challenging because it is not close to a bus station. I am going to have to work towards car ownership one way or another.…

Well moving day has finally arrived and I am an absolute nervous wreck. My anxiety is through the roof. It’s so high that my appetite is even less than it normally is and I’ve had gastric bypass. I managed really only a few bites of the bagel and cream cheese that I made for myself.…

I guess you could say that I am trying to figure out how I learn best and I think I learn best from a book, rather than from websites and these online courses. So I am re-thinking trying web development yet again. I don’t quite know whether I am stubborn, persistent, or just plain both.…