As the title reads, I am feeling in a very sour mood. The whole day has gone to complete shit; a tsunami of shit. How to start out explaining this ….. I get a text from my fiancee that she was just in what could have ended up being an active shooter situation. Thankfully she is unhurt because the police got there and restrained and took the guy into custody. Simply because she was unhurt, doesn’t mean that this was not traumatic. The facility she was at had no security either. I want to find an attorney and sue. I am not above suing for profit.

Then I get to work and I find my lazy, stank ass co-worker left the security guard booth a fucking mess. And the brand new chair that was just put in smelled of unwashed ass, body odor, and weed. I had to track down our facilities guy and get a brand new thing of Febreeze from him. He and I both got upset because that was a brand new chair. I generally hate security guards with the exception of a select few that at least do the minimum and come in with hygiene. These select few are actually good people trying to earn money and not let their actions impact others.

It feels like today is not going to get any better. Maybe I should accept that it’s just going to get worse and then be pleasantly surprised when it does not. I don’t know at this point. I just need that shit bag of a guard that’s relieving me to get here on time. As of now, my bus trip home is running on time. I want to get the hell out and go home. I have exactly 3 patrol tours remaining on this shift and then I can leave, provided the shit bag shows up on time.

Life sucks when you hate your job, and for the most part, the people you work with. Okay, my professional life sucks. At least when I leave at the end of the shift, I can check out completely because the job does not ruin my personal life. I come in and do my shit, leave, and never think about Allied Universal Security Services.