I am not doing well today. I am really suffering from depression and anxiety. I couldn’t really do much in the way of my online class as it just wasn’t happening. I found myself feeling sad and having no concentration whatsoever. I could not even must 5-10 minutes worth this morning. This afternoon I just…

I don’t know whether or not that this is just a mind over matter thing but I am doing better today. It seems like the additional afternoon dose of Effexor has some carry over effect into the next day. My mood is better but I still don’t have the concentration. The mornings are definitely easier.…

It looks like there might be something to what my physician’s assistant had said at my last visit. This morning it was definitely a little easier to get out of bed and I feel a shade better than I did yesterday. So maybe the higher dosage of Effexor at 300mg is more effective for me?…

I know that I am still suffering quite heavily from Major Depressive Disorder because mornings continue to be very difficult. This morning was certainly no exception. I wake up severely depressed and have to fight simply to get out of bed and function. As the day wears on the depression lifts, and by the time…

Today I saw my prescribing doctor and he and I made some medication changes which I hope might bring about a desired result. I am still very depressed and have moments when that mixes with anger and frustration. I told him that my ability to concentrate is still very poor and I’ve been unable to…

This morning I am battling anger and depression and I slept like shit. I woke up every two hours and had just plain weird dreams. I don’t really know what’s going on but I am going to see my psychiatric physican’s assistant today. I am going to tell him what I am feeling and maybe…

I am going to be moving on Tuesday and I just cannot seem to get my butt in gear. I know I still have some packing and cleaning to do but it’s all so overwhelming. I am not sleeping well and that may be causing a lot of anxiety. I guess I am also feeling…